baby you melt my butter

This is Ryan Innes. He rocks my world. His voice is like butter and creme and fills in all the craks in my body. We're gonna get married.... okay maybe we should go out first?

check him out... you won't be sad!!!
http://www.reverbnation.com/ryaninnes

Byu vs UNLV

Dad gave us tickets to the game. UNLV had 2 technical in the first half... crazy fun. Jimmer is amazing- but lets not forget emery and the rest of the team. GO COUGARS!!!!

Denver boyfriend

He's hot and was on a poster... he was giant sized all over and I wasn't sad about it :)

Midnight

I named him... Midnight. He's this lovely dark blue that looks black if your not paying close attention but in the sun sparkles dark rich blue. Therefor I named him midnight. He's classy and sexy and lovely and mine!

necklace

This was a gift to myself.... It says "love." This is a reminder that I want to be love. I want to be so completely in love with myself that I become my best version this year. I want to radiate love, I want to attract love. Its all about love this year baby!

You don't need a lover to have love in your life

One of my favorite quotes for this single part of life.


(please excuse my allergy eyes and face... )


I was reminded of this tonight as there were 4 of us in a car driving around- several of us heartbroken and the rest of us heartbroken for the ones that were heartbroken. We love each other. The other 3 girls are some of the most amazing, optimistic, bright, lovely people I know. They just simply deserved to be loved my good men. As I was wishing for them I was reminded that we have each other. Through tears spurred on my heart wrenching music I was so happy to have this girls and so many other people that I love and that love me back. I was also thrilled when I realized that I'm totally and completely, 110% over all the boys I've ever thought I was in love with. I was more sad that the girls were sad than over any boy. HALLELUJAH!!!!

Here's to moving on:

schedualing taking a shower

Do you ever have weeks that you have to schedule real showers- ones where you wash your hair and shave your armpits. Its been one of those weeks- I just took my scheduled shower and it felt like heaven!