Friday, August 28, 2009


I LOVE teaching!!! I have so much fun... too much fun with my students. They are such great kids. I'm constantly impressed by how well they treat the special needs girl. They include her and root her on. They are super creative and come up with fun flare and finishing touches to there projects. I am inspired to be better to live up to there level. They have so much fun energy and I just love being there. Bonus - they pay me to do it :)

Thursday, August 27, 2009

My day yesterday

I went and saw 500 days of summer... AWESOME! It's a must see. I loved how well it was written and it made me laugh and it was brilliant. I can't wait to see it again. Ky and I went to the 4:50pm showing. Nothing better then a good movie.

Then I came home and went on a long walk with Dave. Mostly he listen while I vented about life and things I'm worried about. After he listened for a long time he gave some great advice. I really respect him and for some reason will listen to him and actually take things to heart that he says. I need it and am so grateful for such a great friend.

Tuesday, August 25, 2009

Poker Night

Just what a girl needs after a frustrating day. Poker Night was awesome. We went to Guru's, sat outside and ate sweet potato fries along with our yummy meals. The girl couldn't figure out the register so I said it's ok... I don't need the fires. Then Jacob ordered me some by surprise! What a good guy! Then it was time to get serious! Brandon Showed up in looking amazing and Jacob was a good sport to wear the devil headband. Right in the middle of playing poker Michael Bubble started signing and Brandon stood up and grabed my hand and started twirling me (I've always had this dream that, that would happen). It ended with the 4 of us all dancing together. We had way to much fun even though I lost and have to make dinner on Sunday. Ky was the second loser so she's making dessert. Then we had an impromptu dance party and we still got in bed around 11. It was pretty much magical! Great Night, Great friends... LOVE these people!!!

Monday, August 24, 2009

so frusterated

Just when I'm seeing the light at the end of the debt tunnel I get hit by a motorcycle who doesn't have insurance and says I turned into him. I was completely stopped when he made a wide turn into my lane and hit me head on- hurting my cars bumper, side panel, head light and hood. It was confirmed today that he has no insurance. That was followed by a call from my insurance agent letting me know he has an attorney involved and he is planning on suing me... awesome. Then yesterday I get a knock on my door from the cute couple who live beneath me saying they have water damage from something leaking in my utility closet. So creditors you get your wish more money will get put on the card instead of being payed off this month. I wanna cry right now but won't because I'm at work. Maybe when I go home. Oh... did I mention I caught a really bad cold?

Good news: School went really well today the kids we're interacting and and I planned the perfect amount. My friends and family still like me and I'm not a complete failure.

Thursday, August 20, 2009


I taught my first high school class. It didn't go very well. The students we're great to be patient but I was a nervous and had too much time in my first class and not enough time in my second class. Not to mention I think they think I'm crazy and don't know what I'm doing ( and they're right). I also wrote up a real estate contract- hope it gets accepted. I'm tired... no, exhausted physically, and emotionally. Can't wait to the comfort of sleep

Friday, August 14, 2009

What do you do when

You want something that you know is not the best option for you. When your head and heart can't match up. How do you convince your heart that your head is right?

I foget

I forget that I love real estate, business books, talking business, thought provoking questions, deeply thinking, challenging myself. I've been running on auto pilot. Scared to succeed. I'm not hiding anymore. I'm coming back.... watch out!

Monday, August 3, 2009

Park City with Brennen and Bre

So fun!! We went up Saturday and enjoyed the outlets and dinner at Bandits... the most amazing green beans you'll ever eat... EVER!! Got in a pillow fight and went to Bed. Got up and strolled through a farmers market at the bottom of main street. It was so fun and there was some really cool stuff at the market. I've had unbelievable weekends this last month... Prom, then park city then Vegas. Who knows what's next!

living it up in vegas

we did a lot! We went to the aquarium, slept in a $24 hotel room, Ate at the Rio buffet, In and Out burger, Killer breakfast at Hash Hash a go go, Saw the Wynn and Encore, watched the Bellagio fountain, walked at leased 20 miles :), Fremont street experience, tried to get cir de sole ticks but they we're sold out, saw the lions, tried on real expensive Tiffany's jewlery. We pretty much did it all.

It was so great to go with Jacob and Dane and Bre. The conversations we're great and I left feeling more alive and excited about becoming a better person. We flirted and laughed and loved each other. One killer weekend.