Love & Tears

Its been 2 days chucked full of love.

so I get in this car accident and it was bad, like I ugly cried for an hour and a half and couldn't stop. I tried but my body just needed the release. The accident was my fault... ran a red light on my way to school(so weird fully alert, not on my phone or distracted). The girl I hit airbag deployed and she was an emotional mess as she should have been. Luckily I held it together for the first 5 minutes after the crash. I went and checked on her, called the cops. The cops got there- I got in my car and fell apart. My leg was shaking (more like convulsing- up and down off the ground) and the tears came! I called the school (Danny- the guy I teach and advise FFA with) to tell them to get a sub- he was great and nice when normally he would've mocked and don't worry he has since (that's why I love him). Then I called dad while he was on his way they handed me some paperwork to fill out. He got there and they took me to the ambulance (I was fine... a little whip-lashed neck that is recovering nicely). Dad was perfect and took care of me and as soon as I got home my came and hugged me she not knowing what had happened at that point. The cops and ambulance guys were amazing and don't quite know what to do with a girl who is heaving and snorting as she sobs. Finally I got a grip and went to take a nap. Before I did I posted on facebook that I had been in an accident and was so greatful to have been kept safe and that my parents took care of me. I was flooded with well wishes, phone calls and text everyone concerned and telling me that they were glad I was okay. I got this text that made me a little teary:

You, my fine friend, are my favorite. And I'm so glad to have you. you have filled my life regularly with smiles and laughter that would not have otherwise been there. I'm glad you are okay. I love you friend.

I was filled with comfort and love and the well wishes have still been pouring in tonight.

Then I watched opera... Jenny something was on and she said: "You don't have to have a lover to have love in your life." Sometime I think I forget that but I am pretty much constantly surrounded by love.

Next tonight I had these incredible men help me with my accounting homework and what I have been trying to get for over 20 hrs I got in 30 minutes. They are incredible and maybe the nicest boys ever... like ever. I wish they were my type but they're not- anyone want to be set up?

Later on tonight I met with a my Stake President. He is a man of God. The spirit was so strong and after I got in my car I was overwhelmed with how much my Heavenly Father loves me. I happy cried a good portion of the way home feeling so blessed to have so much love in my life that some of it has to come of my body in tears because its running over.

Point is: I'm loved. I love you and so does God.

It could happen

Facebook Status January 1st 2011:

So exited for 2011!!!!! Gonna get married, get toned, an MBA, Travel like crazy and get hired to teach full time in the fall @lone peak and have my personal best real estate year ever... too much? Nah

Here's to dreamin big but really believing in it. I can do ANYTHING! even accounting :)

Grad School

I'm pretty luck that school has never been real hard for me.I have never needed to "win" by having the highest grade or be that person at the top of the class so I learn what I want to, do the assignments to get at least a B and then happily move on. If I loved the topic or the assignment I would study more and do a better job.

THEN..... ACCOUNTING came into my world. So far I've had to spend a lot more time figuring out how at least 3 different spread sheets are suppose to tell me how a business is running. Its kinda interesting but it taking WAY to long to learn. I need someone to spoon feed me the info and help me on this journey. One day I'll have an MBA.... One day this year. I know that's not to far but today, like right now is seems like forever. Back to the books!

2010 has come to an end

What a fun year! This is a record mostly for me but feel free to read. Here are some highlights:

- Vegas 2 this spring- 2 weekends in a row :)
- July I started working on an MBA at Western Governors University
- Trip to Standford with B in August
- Started teaching for my second year
- Real estate back in my life
- Joshy came home
- moved back home to help pay for Grad School (lets get real... if your family was my family why wouldn't you live at home)
- I might have a gluten allergy ( still in denial(: )
- Crazy trip to Boise to meet a boy... didn't work out
- Started to co-advise FFA
- Wendover...neuf said
- Masquerade & Christmas Benefit Ball
- Lot of Men who I thought I loved.... for at least 3 days :) but made an impact: T,B,D,B,D,D... Have a thing with boys who's name start with B's and D's apparently
- Valentines Party
- Jobless Summer (that was fun! Lets do it again)

Some things I have learned:

- Boundaries can be a great thing. I'm working on setting them:)
- How to happily move on
- That I need and love my alone time- and that's okay
- Nothing in the world is better then my family
- Dreams come true: Pool, Grad school
- How to bounce back from mistakes and learn from them
- How to Love better
- I feel better when I make healthy decisions
- Aligning my head and heart about spirituality

Christmas!

We went and saw True Grit then went to my personal favorite, Carabbas for dinner- YUM! After we came home and played rook... Spencer and I won... holla! Around 1am we opened presents and Santa did GOOD! Loved the low key no cooking, no cleaning Christmas!

Cowboy Chrsitmas

Saturday night we went to see our drummer friend Brandon play in his Country band, Charley Jenkins. Man can that kid drum!Before we hit up the show we grabbed some sushi at my new favorite place Naked Fish in SLC. We know how to play ;)

Class today

Melissa from Blossom Sweet came to class today- lucky us!!! She taught us lots of very cool stuff and is even doing a giveaway for my students. She's maybe the raddest ever! She also brought them all a copy of Utah Valley Bride. I caught several students getting in trouble for looking at the magazine in other classes....She left them happy, happy students! What girl doesn't love dreaming about her big day. Click below and check out her mad skills(caution: you may be blown away and have the need to through an event). Hopefully one day she'll do my wedding!

Blossom Sweet Blog